<body>

There is no guarantee♥
That this life is easy

Yr Scandal♥

create avatar
Create avatar
` sмαllч gεяĻ ❤ {♥}
εмεĻ∂α❤ is †нis cнicк's иαmε .
иσя†нвяσσкs sεc .
ηιηεтεεи εlεvεи is my spεcιαl dαy .
swεεt fσυятεεи .
αттαcнεd ❤
sιx†εεи σн fιvε ?
ι lσvε my mr [Q} ♥


Gossips♥


ShoutMix chat widget

Dance Babeyh♥


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sayank[s]♥


Lovelie[s]♥
My Tumblr☺
AateeHH☺
Atika Kiddo☺
Fyqaa Rebel☺
Integrity☺
Kak Nabilla☺
Lelly Jepon☺
MirahGerl Ke'ai☺
Waniee Darlaa☺
Waniee Darlaa Private Blog☺



KakiGereyk[s]♥
Adekqerlqerl♠
λнιи[★]sσтsσт™♠
Ahpiz Seow♠
Amiraa♠
Daniel♠
`dinyy♠
Epulsiaosiao♠
Fafa Dyeelah♠
Farha♠
Farhanah♠
Farah♠
Farah NeenaaBby♠
Faizal Isa♠
Felicia♠
FiinaaSewel♠
Ikkie♠
iiraahhcaspehrrk♠
Kaliesa♠
Lynie Ke'ai♠
Nascente Blogshop♠
NisaaShakeshake♠
PeiNinq♠
Samantha xiaosam♠
Steph♠
Syiqin Lautner♠
Umairah♠
YanahDOLLY♠
Yenny♠
Yourlandaa♠
Waniey Degil♠
WanBear♠

Archives

January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010


Credits

Don't even touch this

Basecodes from:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Designer: MissVunique
Background by:
Fivepointsapart
Inspired by:
The song When i look at you by Miley Cyrus
Others:
1 2 3


you look cutee (:

MyHotComments.com


hello people (:
hows your life todayy ? i hope is not bad as me -.-
okayy let me tell you whut , better not talked about bad timed but my good times todayy (: set go ? jom goleyk :)

first i want to say tanks to bbylove , friends and sister tercinteeh (: for helping me out with tht girl thingy , people don't stress stress tautau . let just forget it eventhough you all quite mad aites ? if she still not quite satisfied with me , she will come back and look for me wokayy ? chill eyy people .. iloveyou all (:

so todayy tanks to bby i woke up (: if not wadoi ! woke up late luhh , keciann mirah nanti wait longlong . so woke up , bathed , dolled up and bushed out of the house and meet mirah sayank (: then we go mamam at mac'd 200+ . while we otw , we talked and laugh our ass out , sumpah so ashamed tautau (: we talked about .. alah you should'nt know kk ? onlyy mirah and me . err wait i think bby also know ? okok . then waited for sayank under his blk , while waiting we gossip here and there . then atlast bby trun -.- mirah complain of he being late . heheh (: so salam-ed him then walked to Northpoint bought colour dye hair as bby wanna dye . then bought alrd shooo to Syuk house . went inside slacked2 me and mirah watch kick ass while bby dye hair iyeaa . then me and mirah getting sleepy . nak sleep then tak comfortable eyy , pcl umaa org ponn (: kankan mirah ? then atlast bby dahbes dye (: handsomee woit cutee (: biaseh uhyy myy bbylove tautau . alermak this part i forget whut happen ? *thinkthink* iyeaa skip jeh , wan pon datang , he also dye .. then mirah chao dulu wanna changed . then left me the only girl seyy .. all don't think negative eyy ? tak good . so they played x-box . then sha sayank pon arrived . atlast (: chitty chat with her . then aslina and mirah came . dudok2 then went off . so i have to go , sadly im grounded until dance ends (: cool iyeaa . so wait people .. thenthen bby , mirah and sha antar me homee . tanks eyy you all . so sent bby off at lift , i walked home slowly THEN something bad which i don't want to elaborate babe ): so tht all for the dayy in the morning till now i at my own crib (:

my post is too long mayb ? i should end it here (: mayb will update again tonight okayy ? (:

i love you baby (:

160510<3


1:19 AM


i'm hurt enough ):

Hello hunks and babes (:
i'm here to blog again as todayy my 2nd post iyeaa ?
okayy thr is something i wanna post , i wanna pour out my feelings . its just too much afterall ):

to my beloved [ P ] ;

im so hurt , do you know ? why do i changed its all because of both of you wokayy ? not trying to put the blame all on both of you tautau . do you ever care how i feel when both of you do not even have manners when talking to me ? must shout meyy ? i also human being who have feelings and heart are easily broken and its not easy to fix . i mayb feeling very hyper uhyy ehyy ? but my heart please put a considerate to it k ? i still love you but hmmft ? i have no idea whut to say . fine its all my fault laa , meldaa yang salah , meldaa yang jahat . negative things all my fault right ? make sense ehyy ok ? people bullied you , pulling your hair and step you and keep on pinching you . should we just kept quiet ? if tell teacher also she don't want to take action , then i must cry one corner kan ? meldaa sakit ke apeh kan people don even bother seyy criouz talking . i've had enough . and this is your 3rd time ask me to get out of the house kan ? okayy , favour pack my things for me and give me some cash . I PROMISE i will get out of this fcuking house . ok im done over here . prohibation nak sangat kan ? buat uhyy . idc at all not even regretted it abit seyy (: got you all like as of don't have also much more better . tenkiuu a lot . sangatsangat appreciate . im hurt enough *tears falling*

to tht girl ;

heyy girl (: tenkiuu for your own time to bother calling me and talking bout your false information . simpli i have better things to do than selling off my bodyy . daripadeh jual badan kat kau peyy boifee kan lebeh baik jual kat aku peyy boifee seyy . im being nice here to not sayy badword at you so please appreciate it wokayy ? ehyy you are the one who lose it alrd kan ? so don't let your anger at me sayank (: wanna bet with me ? within one more week , he gonna left you behind and go for other girls . iyeaa i admit ok , i stoopid to be so into with him but im so stoopid to lose it just bcos he wanted it too . so afterall im not so stoopid afterall kankan ? im giving you advice to let him go first before he gonna MIA from you wokayy darlaa . if i win this bet . one favour you gotta do , stop disturbing me ok ? you go your own ways , i go my own ways (;

i don't know whyy life is being hard , simpli its unfair . i just need people to understand me people . i know life is like a path of road sometimes rough and smooth but please ok ? i need space to be happy also kan ? how long should i carry on like this im too tired alrd . *crying* i just miss all the good times last time , i want those back . criouz i want it back . a life is being fair thr is some good and bad times . not always bad ok ? im too tired of living in this cruel world ):

okayy laa till here onlyy ):

buhbyee .

takecaree , goodnite , sweetdreams .

iloveyou darlaa (:

160510<3


Labels:

5:54 AM


bored -.-


hello lovelies and my sayanks .
hows your day ? eaten alrd ? watcha doin ?
okok pfft -.-
now i have no idea whut to blog .
i just want to specially tanks to Mirah Girl Ke'ai for giving me the access of having your blog code .
tanks uhyy sayank (:
okayy it seems i better getting readyy later to visit my moyang at hospital . hope she's finee . cos its been long time and its been years i didn't visit her ):
im soriee my moyang . iloveyou no matter whut tautau .
so myy plan to go hospital thenthen go out at night (:
to where ? you all not need to know k ? my lifee dear (:
currentlyy im bored -.-
hmmft heyy anybodyy wiling to text me or chat with me .
okayy laa till here thenn .
buhbyee (:

meldaa loveyou tautau ^^

11:53 PM


touching moments

hello people (:
hows your life today ? pfft -.-
mine was a great one afterall iyeaa (:
todayy first woke up in the morning get readyy to jogjog ..
bath-ed , and went out of the house and jog independantlyy . mrs lonelyy seyy ..
waited for mirah , she was quite lonng but its okayy laa eyy . bcus im good mood todayy not scold people for being latee ^^
so she reached jyeaa . sitsit , slacked and chit-chated .. boredom -.-
went to fitness corner , exercise abit thenn ........................................
ohhmyy you won't know how happy i am to received msg from Him luhh ((:
*smile widelyy*
then texted him and so both of us complain of being hungryy ..
we went to eateat , yummy ((: after tht go home for awhile ..
a few min later , Him and his friend arrived .. meet him ..

saw him then i was effing happyy seyy , its been like months since we met but the truth is onlyy few days mann . so hugged him . cool iyeaa (:

slacked under the block . they sang here and there . so me and Him sat one table , they sat anthr table as they doing recording for someonee (:

errm then went off , he sent off . while walking back we saw one elderlyy man injured , sumpah im not sure whut happend duhh -.- me went home , bathed again , dolled up then off to northpoint . then nyy part uhyy me getting so freaking stress mann !

He wanna meet then he waited for long time , sumpah tht part feel veryy guiltyy eventhough he is slacking arnd with his friend . i still feel tht current situation seyy . so keep on begging him to forgive me . pathetic right ? people not angry then i kept on saying sorry ? sorry eyy for being irritating darls ? then went off to chong pang , blablabla ~ bussed to home .. arnd 7.30 met him ((: kkayy this is the most touching part seyy ^^

whut he do let it be personnal wokkayy ? soriee cant share heree babes ..

so after spent my time with him , he sent me off at mac'd .. as im meeting my mum . then after tht went home .. now currentlyy watching chart attack top 20 and waiting for him to replyy my msg .. worry seyy ): mayb he fell asleep kod ..

kkayy laa i think i should stop heree (:

i love you bby (:

tenkiuu for the moments we had just now ..

160510 <3


6:46 AM


_|_


hello lovelies tercinteeh (:
so now the clock struck at 12.44am .
i want to go to bed but not really sleepy iyeaa as im still in the worry mood ):
bby sayy coming back todayy , but havent heard anyy news yet .
aiyoo -.- kkayy calm down meldaa .. he is gonna be find right ?
so iyeaa change topic .
so just now was bored and now im bored again -.-
but luckily just now got people layan me japjap tauu to entertain me ..
tenkiuu ehqk Haowen and Abg Feeq (:
it will be more best ehqk if mr[Q] was to entertain me (:
tht onee criouzlyy i gonna love it seyy .
hmmft . pfft .
meldaa have to chnage yr attitude seyy if not mummy gonna kick me out of from Northbrooks tautau __
so tmmrw morn5ng goin for a jog with sister tercinteeh ..
i hope by tmmrw morning dah recieve msg dari mr[Q] ehqk ?
kk wish me lovelies .
im gonna sign out .
so iyeaa .
gdnitee . iloveyou all (:

9:42 AM


heyy im back in the moment


hello bloggers (:
its been a long time i never update my blog iyeaa ?
i wanna thanks fyqaa specially for updating my blog ..
tenkiuu sayank (: i lovee you hor ^^
fyqaa taqkmoh sad2 ehqk about tht thingyy kkayy ?
need anyy help meldaa here wokayy dear ?
okayy2 lets change topic here (:
so this days been very busy with dance , like duh -.-
tiredd weiyyhh ! super duper tired .. you won;t imagined it and don't ever tryy too .. simplyy atlast we completed the steps onlyy left to polish up (:
*thumbs up*
so now currentlyy at my own crib .. boredd mannx ..
waiting for someone to reach Singaporee (:
bhyy come home faster ): im waiting for youu !
kkayy .. back to topic meldaa ...
i thought wanna share my exams result with you but no mood uhqk to talk about it
let it be confidential ayites ?
hmmft -.-
mendak or whut ?
to someone [ insertname ]
heyy wateve ehqk ? okayy sumpah you not worth listening tautau .
no matter how you look upon me damn it won't let me down cos criouzly only you look down on me seyy ? you got your own girlfiee to takecare so iyeaa jage yr gf ehqk ? jangan jage tepi kain aku seyy . im being gd here to nice talk with you . you even deleted the post tht was meant for me kan ? scared ehqk ? waduh ! ppl tys days very nuisence seyy ..
i just wanna sayy , my life my prob .
i want to accept which guy to enter in my life and its also my prob to reject yr friend kan ? one thing for sure i don't even have feelings for yr friend and i only give my heart to my mr [Q] (:
yr fren have accpt the fact im loving other guy . kau plak naqk step extra kankan ? ohhmyy .. stop kk bro ? yr gf my friend .. so jgn naqk include dieh in thys typical situation ..
k takecare ehqk bro ?
byyee !
meldaa lovee youu mr Q !
takecaree readers !
160510 <3

Labels:

11:00 PM



im thee one on thee right. behind thee one infront(:

Heey(: Its obvious that im thee same girl whom updated for this smaall girl nye blog that timee. hehee ^^ sorry eheh? HAHA! fyqa tgok blog dhe niyy dahh mampos sohh fyqa tlg laah. takk slh kaan? heeeh, oke, on behalf of mel, sorry for not updating for a couple of days. dont worry, meldaa's fine. cume dhe ade chiket pemls jerh :D oke blaaah~ otakk fyqa dahh blank laah. sorry, just a short post eheh? kayy ahc, ito jerh lor. ohh yeahs, she've got a note to let all of youhh knw. heree it is :
once i get my comp in gd condition i will update my blog
so i will mia in the moment

sohh yup, get that msg? kayy dahh, fyqa chaaao duluhh kkay? sayang kaw meldaa! byebye :D

5:25 AM


trying to sleep with a broken heart


hello babes and hunks :))
hows todayy lifee ? okayyokayy let me elaboratee minee :))
wokee up in thee mornin , bath-ed and dolled upup and awayy .
went out of the house , bus-ed to 236 waited for Hym [?]
ohhmyy damn i tell yuu ehhehh ? even me lose tautau by the time he get ready its alrd take 1/2 hr , cool or whut ? kkayy ? then meet Hym [?] walk-ed to school . Funn but thys part tak funn cos saw FirBike and Aslinah , salam-ed them thenthen walk-ed to school . reached alr , went to canteen bought drinks .

this is the funn part when the school starts :))
assemblee , readread but me notyynotyy tautau ^^ i nvr read , talkin craps wit brotherlovee Umar . he valyy funny uhk , from being stressed can calm down , tnx ehh bro ? so after tht sec1 and 2 have to go first for ccm iyeaa . so get to knw the cekgu mengatal with lelly tuu yg masok , tch us hor ? the mostly all nvr pay attention cos all havin the mood of just finish exam . Enjoyy ! then all playplay with myy plaster and hand sanitizer sehh :(( notyy uhh yuu all .. the 2integrityy bitches , sit in one group talked2 and gossips . cool babes , btw tenkiuu for yuur opinion abt myy prob just now eheh ?
after ccm , it was the moment ppl been waitin tautau , Post Exam Activities .
mostly ppl enter bowling , those choose dance also being thrown in bowling .
cool babes , alermak the pic at shaashaa bitch pehh hp uhk ?
howhow ehk ? ok shaashaa bitch if yuu hppn to past byy my blog , do upload the pics ehh syg ?
tenkiuu lovee [!] so after tht havee dancee .. thenn after tht something bad hppn which i dont wanna elaborate here hor ^^ then went homee ..
he send luhh [!] meldaa lovelove tautau >.<
spend a bit timee with hym .. lovelovee !
the post is to long alrd , i should stop heree ehh ?
byee !


Labels:

5:38 AM


2.27am ?


hello lovelies
so iyeaa i knw long timee i MIA hor ^^
sincee tht timee exam period so cant updatee bloggy luhh ..
so now exam are over and i was happy [!]
meldaa loveelovee tauutauu ..
meldaa valyy hungryy sehh -.-
caree to treat for a brkfast or let me sayy lunch ?
ohhmyygosshhhh tak tahan bohh [!]
so iyeaa ystrdayy went to causewayy point ..
walkedwalked , antaa mio thingyy ..
tht thing is heavyy and at the end we have to bring back jugak -.-
bnyak nyee semangat antaa tuu bendee atlast havee to bring back xD
thenn eateat at banquet ;] yummyyummy !
*thumbs up*
guess what sit at tht particular place for 2hrs [!]
ohhmmyy pantat semuaa sakit tautau !
due to myy abg sdaree kesygan dtg lambat luhh
keep up the gd habit guys
so we then go pasar mlm , boringg !
and obviouslyy beli burger ramlyy horr love it sehh [!]
go homee watch Niyang Rapik tht has been bought at Pasar mlm ;]
watchwatch while texting org tercintehh ;]
then at 2.27am something happen luhh !
i lovee it saqk !
coolcool sgtsgt !
kayy its time for me to haunt for food sumpah cant take it animoree sehh !
buhbyyeeeee !


i lovee youu cintehh !

Labels:

8:51 PM


the memories haunting me


hellloooo lovelies and myy sharyanks all [:
how all of youh are doin todayy ?
as you can see ~ todayy was damn a BAD DAY ]:
kkayy i donn wanna elaboratee iyeaaa ?
im just suddenly miss Ekan And Fadli hor ^^
just now slack cham tak syiok g2 , bsokbsok kkayy ?
err , just now morning went to skul with Faiera and Miraahh [:
thenn skipskipskip ~
at canteen sumpahh ppl bully me tautau =.=-
Dieh dtg sumee katee ddk sblahh uhh
aiyooomann krgkrg otak notynoty ehhehh ?
not best not best ,
meldaa donn loikee tautau ]:
so iyeaaa todayy exam is Science Paper !
i skipskip atleast arnd 4 ~ 5 question . goodgood right meldaa ? meldaa sentiasehh good
* thumbs up *
so just now studyy malayy , eventhough thr is not alot to learn
meldaa still doin myy good job to learn tauu
clapp laa cketcket ? show support [:
ehhehh meldaa nyyh step support jeh !
okkayy i think i better stop myy crap here ..
wanna watch Jelita luhh ;D



with lovee ,

meldaa smally gurl
sharyannkk
youu slaluu bbhyy [:



Labels:

6:31 AM




Helohh semua ! Fyqaa disini (: fyqaa nakk tompang famous jap eheh ? cheeeey , nohh laah . obviously , im heree to update for my cute lil sis . yeahs , she's lazy -.- got nothing to dohh , sohh yeahs , decided to help her update her blog before it gets DEAD . heeehs , bagoos eheh fyqaa ? orang nye blog , dhe nakk update kann , blog dhe sendiri , tanakk update . But thanks to Tyty for helping me update my blog (: haaaah , nohh laah , not that i dont want update . its just that just now im not in thee mood to dohh sohh . mel knws evrything kann mel ? (: yeahs , she helped cheer me up and she did entertaint me and took care of me . thanks eheh mel ? syg kaw laah sistercintaa :D eheh , pi update kaw peyy blog asap kayy darla ? kayy dahh , ito sajer ((: anything find me heree BYE .

7:20 AM


200310 ~ 080510


MyHotComments.com


helloo peoplee ^^
i wanna dedicated something to whom i lovedd ]:

to Fadlyy Bbhyy ]:
saw tht quote above ?
i myss youh bhyy but so sad we longer together ]:
im not telling everyonee , if ppl happen to pass byy my blog and read then they will noee nothing alr btwn us bhyy ]:
the last goodbyee its hard to sayy afterall eventhough im smiling heree but my heart is still missing you dear .. i myss youhr kiss , hug , laugh , smile , when youh send me home , when you text me , saying the word i love you , i miss youh , scolding me for texting ekan , the way you sulk when i do something wrong , the way youh trying to get my attention , when you trying to make me jealous , when we went out together , when you wanna ask me home money , the way you offer me to smoke , the way you look away , the way you feed me , you called me , you force me to meet you , you sacrifice to come yishun to meet me , you force me to overnight , your tongue , your embrace and mostly your attention [!]
bhyy whyy must end btwn us ?
i may look happy but im not , why its hard to forget you ..
eventhough we spent onlyy 1 and 1/2 month ..
its likee now , im waiting your msg , your call and looking forward tomorrow to meet youh .. whats wrong btwn us tht we cant work it out dear ?
i still lovee you .
i still miss you .
i still need you to carry on , after you gone nothing right in me .
everything i do is just so clumsy and everyday i pass by the place we usually hangout before we broke up , and i cried , its hard to overcomee btwn our love .
the sweet talk you gave me is too sweet ..
still remember tht time u text me

fadlyy : u i miss you uhk ]:
me : nxt time k we meet ?
fadlyy : make sure tau syg

see i remember the sweetest msg you gave me ]:
its ok laa mayb we not fated to be .
i hopee you find yr true love huu can give you wadd you wann kayy dear ..
no matter wad i treasure you alot bhyy ]:
your name in my contact is still bby lovee ]:

goodbyee myy bby lovee ..
its hard to sayy we now aree oniyy frens ]:





4:30 AM


i love thys quote

Align CenterMyHotComments.com


helloo ^^
so todayy was damn boredd =.=
butt la8 going out to but contacts lens woit !
the latest onee tht cann makee youhr eyes look bigbig onee [!]
waduhwaduh !
cann wait animoree longerr ...
okok ^^
will be short post for now wokay ?
byee !

10:46 PM