im soriee bhy

hmmft tht video and thys quote is meant for me to tell tht someone special of mine .

to my dear precious boyy ;
yesterdayy we talked , i was glad youh do have the time to called me .
afterall its has been the worse convo i think ?
i cried , youh say we are not getting on well .
jyeaa its true , im soriee if i put the blame on youh bhy .
i try my valy best to meet youh , don't believe ask my sisterlurve .
eventhough im felling sick and dying slowly .
i still go to sembawang just to meet youh .
and in disappointment youh didnt wanna meet me ]';
youh put the blame on me .
its okayy i noee im still in fault cos of youhr jealousy bhy .
how many time must i convinced youh none of the boys can change my love towards youh .
i had enough larhh bhy !
im trying my valy best to stay put and strong .
do youh even care when im sick ?
do youh bother to take me with youh when i was alone ?
omg it is freaking heartbreaking bhy .
jyeaa eventhough youh do still took care of me yesterday .
i noee youh caree tanx alot kayy bbhyy [:
i just want us to work it out thts all i wanted ..
no matter whut i still love youh ..

♥ 5:39 PM

miss youhr kiss

Goodafternoons myy dailyy readers ..
hmmft , whyy people didn't noee how to appreciate us sometimes ?
we love them heartedlyy but they just don't treasure it until it gone .
world is just so weird sometimes , different attitudes . thoughts and many more ..
afterall my tchr told us once tht make me remember till now ..
Love is not a feeling .
wondering the meaning ritee ?
its just so hard to xplain though .
im just wishing tht he realise tht im always here and alr willing to sacrifice anything eventhough it includes my happiness . if it makes my heart shattered into pieces i will sacrifice it .

to my mr [ A ]
maybe its been a long time youh have the feelings for me or what ever it is ?
one thing for sure my boy , im pretty sure we can't be together
we are just meant to be friends and not more than tht .
im sorie my dear boyy , i admit i admire youh once but not now
as youh noe im taken by the boyy whom i can't bare to lose it .
youh , i still love but as a brother not more .
im soriee .
i hope youh understand ]:

to my mr [ F ]
it seems sometimes we are working out and sometimes we don't
i admit i was living in heaven in the first place but it changed after tht .
i was miserable . living with the words or cruelty and rumours .
my feeling towards you didn;t changed at all eventhough it is breaking my heart slowly and im dying silently .
it seems youh didn;t noe how to appreciate me and the love i gave to you .
what happen ??
thinking of us make me drop dead and sick .
if you wanna work it .
damn god ! i willing to give chances to work it out kayy ?

i love , miss , want , need , adore youh
all i wanted is you .

to someone im close
it seems youh changed after getting close with [?]
youh are totally influence by [?]
youh forget bout me .
youh don't even care seyh ??
omg ! what is happening ?
damn i hate it mannx !
each and every sgl days .
all youh hot topic is [?]
my ears is getting hot , but i kept quiet cos i noe im always ready to open and listen to people story and difficulties .
im felling valy lonely thys days cos youh don't even seems to care about my life and my r/s . right ?
youh are going happily with [?]
then me ? whr do youh throw ? in the rubbish bin or make me as youhr doll ?
not being harsh but think ok ?
i noe [?] good but don't look down on mine onee too ok ?
im hurt enough alr with the negative remarks people talk bout my onee .
its ok my love i will work it out on my own .
atleast show some concern , be an opening listener and hear to my sympathy story
i won't say straight to youhr face .
let the god let youh noe tht youh've changed .
i love you
i miss the old youh .

its been a difficult and struggling life for me .
each and everyday i face a new herdal to overcome .
i believe everything happen for a reason right ?
tht post for todayy ..

meldaa smally gurl ^^
rinduuh
adli chuckie

♥ 12:36 AM

i craving for youhr hug

hello people [!]
omg thys is what i hate in my life and tht is sicksicksick =.=
valyy restless sak ..
got major headache and high fever and gastric pain ..
ishishish =.=
mayb it will be a short post and im feeling valyy tired ..
buhbyee
take good care of youhrself ..

♥ 2:06 AM

missing youh bhyy

hello ^^
how are all of youh today ?
hope youh are fine thys days [:
as me quite depending uhc , if the mood tgh rindu seseorg , sadsad so much ]:
but no matter how happy i am i still miss my Mr F [[:
as todayy school was as per normal lurh =.=
valy boredd thys days at school youh noee ..
same rountine all over again and again seii T_T
butt maths lesson was great todayy ..
oniee band 2 noee wadd happen jyeahh ?
*evil-laughed*
so after smart was the best of all as per normal ..
me , sha , ari , atika and erah ..
go munchmucnh at LJS ..
yummyyummy tautau ^^
i love it so muchh ..
the food was tempting siah everyy whr i go ..
like the smell make me so attract to it until duit habes at food =.=
aiyoo , tmmrw must savesave ..
after munchmunch we go walkwalk , then go manyy various place uhc ..
budd was fun it was like the old days i love it mann [!]
so thys sat we gonna have study group ..
planning to learn maths and geo ..
goodgirl ritee we all ?
biasa broo [!]
heheh ^^
omg omg i effing missing

Muhammad Fadli Bin [ M ]

must meet them tmmrw uhc .
i don give a damn meet mesti meet ehc ..
hehe adehr pasek2 .
idc , boifee watt go prob meii ?
nyehehh ^^

okayokay its time to go to sleep
meldaa wish youh all
goodnitee
sweetdreams
sleepthight
goodbyees [!]

meldaa rinduu fadlyy
meldaa syg kamuu [!]

♥ 6:17 AM

Fadly I Miss Youh

Helloo ^^

hows life ?
ive been valy down thys days , im just wondering wadd has hppn btwn us ?
saw tht pic above , i miss tht sweet memories bhy ]:
after the outing i thought u will treat me bttr and we reali working out .
im so happy after the outing oniee several ppl .
im just we can rewind those times and just stay thr cos im so effing happy tautau ^^
okayy bhy i donn wanna suspect aniting _l_
i just hope we cann work it out okayy bhy ?
im just missing youh so much i hope youh noe tht and realise it .
how im so happy wen i can slack wit youh bhy ]:

i wanna sayy something to someonee [!]

its Aprils Fools Baby Birthdayy Todayy [!]

I wanna sayy ;

Happy Birthdayy to
DaddyKu
Maziyyah
Ekan Abg
Mr.Ashik

im reali sowiee for no special things to give to all of youh .
im just wishing all the best in youhr life .
hope youh always lead a happy and prosper life ..
meldaa sayang korang semua tautau [!]
i will try my best to be good to all of youh ..

thts all i wanna sayy for todayy .
hope to blog soon jyeaa .
byebye [!]

Labels: missing youh bhy

♥ 8:00 PM

Hello people ^^
its been a long time im gone rite ?
nyeheh ^^
internet nvr pay lurhh =.=
so now pay alrd bestbest ^^
no boifee lyn , comp jgak yg lyn horhor .
so since no internet ritee ?
i edited alot of pics lurh ..
one of them is abovee
hmmft =.=
budd todayy im valyy hepi tawtaw !
my 1mth anni jyeaa ..
lasted jgak ..
its just 1mth and i wanna be proud ?
ohh kayy shut up gurl [!]
budd sad thing nvr meet bbhy todayy .
he valyy kwaikwai taw todayy , nvr lepak ..
bkn he oniee , hys whole gang mannx !
walaa weiyhh !

todayy tchr like valyy kuailann seyhh =.=
my paper tht i hand up is lost ..
the test paper i do also lost [!]
omg cher youh making me insane gurl [!]
next time i nvr hand up then youh noee ..
if nvr hand up youh nagnagnag ..
then hand up youh lost it ..
ishishish [!]

okayy mayb till heree i stop wokayy ?
mayb tmmr i updatee again kayy ?

Happy One Monthsaryy To Me and Youh [!]

meldaa cintaa kamuqh [!]

Labels: i love youh syg

♥ 5:25 AM

^^ hellu ^^

shahira here .

im here to blog for her as you can see that her blog looks dead again .

hahaa . meldaa , update laahr blog kao . lazy bump uhc she .

like her mr bump , also same . both bumps . cheh fake ^^

her blog i wanna blog , but mine , i lazy .

adehr kee gitu mls naak blog sendiriyhe then blogkans org laen ? ^^

haiyoomah !

meldaa ! jgn stressstress taos . any probs , blng akuh . insya'allah akuh tlg kao .

okayy guys ^^ im out of ideas actually .

so i'll better stop here alright ? ^^

bye ^^

gdnight ^^

shasha bhyy signing off here (:

♥ 4:52 AM

im going to be inactive in blog for these time being .
no moood for somekind of reason .

dont ask why or what .

cause , you are just making my mood worst if you ask .
sorry people .
tanks for understanding .

for [ . ] and [ . ] ;
i really hope you two would be fine .
i appreciate what you two has done .
text me as soon as possible .
i will always love you both * crying * ]:

i guess , this is the last post ?
yeahh . byee ]:

♥ 3:54 AM

Im Sowiee Bbhyy

^^ ignoree the pic gmbr last yr mannx ^^

Evenings Peoplee ^^
so as youh see its my second post of thee dayy ..
duee to my boredom make me activee in blogging lorhh =.=
im so not in the mood sia ~

heyy ppl ):
whyy we just cant havee fun and lead a happy lifee ?
just stick to onee and appreciate those huu enter in our lifee ritee ?
hmmph =.=
after i heard the news , i just wondering wadd make youh really hatee hymm .
until the rumours were spread and i fought wit hym ?
now he didn't text or call me up ? ):
he thought i think negativee wayy of hym ..
wadd are youhr motivee for all thyys things ?
wadd price youh will get ?
im so effing sadd with all of youh huu tell me thyys things ..
i try to believe youhr words budd after a Powerful advice from someonee
its now making sense tautau ..
youh hate hym and youh have th motive to revenged hym ..
so mayb thyys is one of youhr plan ?
mayb yes mayb no ritee ?
its simpli making sense ..
im tired of crying and i realise i waste my tears just to hear youhr bloody rumours hor ^^
just tell me straight to my facee tht wadd youh wann ,
i try to let it come truee budd plz not thyys [ B ] request ok ?
youh supposingly wish me luck ..
no hoping my heart to be broken again ritee ?
youh just making life hard for me [!]
i try to be nicee wit youh after wadd really hppn btwn us >.<
i hopee youh understand my current situation .
budd youhr words make me stronger to find out moree
tenkiuu ehc ..
if the words youh really sayy its truee then i will salute youh
its the fact , mark my words ok ?
fyi sblum jage tepi kain org , jage attitudee kauh duluh ?
ok ^^

and to thyys someone i trust ,
youh brk my trust ..
youh convince me and someone tht they [ S ]
budd youh making the situation more complicated and making me loss trust at youh .
howhowhow ?
i try to believe , budd afterall youh make it fade away huh ?
so jyeaa im sowiee so much ^^
budd i will always respect youh ..
cos among of all youh the wayy i salutee
youh are the most geyreks ^^
i donn noee why youh donn really in terms wit hym ?
xplain abit cann ?
hmmph =.=

ok laahr ..
sumpahh mayb bsok tak meet bbhyy seyh ):
he qohh HQ , hopee youh comee back hor ^^
papehr inform [ E ]
cos aniting i gonna text hym up ^^
sowiee if we aree still not in good terms ..
its just tht not i donn trust youh .
i wanna hear from youhr own mouth ..
if jyeahh youh not the type of [ SE ]
i giving youh anthr chance to tell me and we work it out kayy bbhy [:
ily hor ^^

ღ meldaa rinduu kamuu ღ

Labels: badd dayy

♥ 3:19 AM

Konichiwaaa Peoplee [!]
goodafternoon aites [!]
so jyeah atlast i changed my blogskins ..
nice kankankan ?
*bangge*
hehe meldaa nyyh stop it seyyh ..
boredom and currentlyy waiting for my Darla ^^ to text me ups as he is eating ..
lmbt laahr bhy i mkn =.=
alermakk mirah nvr text ..
ehyy gerl lupehr akuh pahr ?
aingaing [!]
im bored tawtaw =.=

mayb 3plus im goin out , go eateat with familyy at Arnold's ..
mummy and daddy faster wake up lehr , daahr ptgptg still asleep ..
likee pig " oinkoink btol "
hmmph luckilyy i eaten alrdyy kalau lapah mati kejong meldaa ..
so jyeaa i got hmwerk to do budd it still undonee ..
luckilyy Lit halfwayy abit moree to be done tmmrw andd i becomee 50% goodgirl .. ^^
oniee 50% oso proudproud ..
ehyy of coursee tautau ,
we must be proud atleast we show abit of improvements we changing laarh ..
-_______-
okayy laarh till heree oniee ..
mayb will not updatee thys dead blog until nxt fridayy okay ?

¡ ʎɥqq ʎʎlpɐɟ nnpuıɹ ɐɐplǝɯ

♥ 10:07 PM

Konichiwaa Peoplee [!]
its 12.14am budd yet im still widee awakee ..
im not gonna sleep well todayy youh knoee ..
as myy darlaa ^^ went to her mum housee =.=
todayy has been the baddest dayy of all ..
lets me share abit atleast it will less my burden ..

1st of all shasha recieve a bad news ..
keciann myy Darla^^

Shashaa Bhyy :
Be strong kayy syg [:
i noee its a really bad news , i wondering wadd are youh doin ..
i wanna text youh up , budd its not the rite timee ..
youh need to be in peace for awhilee jyeaa ..
takmoh crycry tawtaw ..
thr are manyy guys out thr wanna be with youh ..
let the hystory of youh and HYM ..
just take it as a gamee of lovee we playy [:
i will always be heree stand with youh ..
to help youh kayys syg ?
tc darlaa ^^
ily [!]

Heyy [ insertnamee ]

sampaii kauh buat akuh mcm giniee ..
selepas akuh syg kauh mcm nak gilehr duluh ..
thys is wadd i deservee hor =.=
walaupon akuh adehr boifee skrg ..
its just tht the news kauh blg akuh mcm no hal gituu ..
feelings akuh manehr kauh letak ..
i shld realise long time ago youh have been using me ..
mayb skrg pon samehr kankankan ?
spatotnyehr akuh dgr katehr2 pmpn akuh ..
im so blind wit youhr L O V E ]:
kalau sampai skrg kitehr maseh bersamehr akuh rasehr lebeh merana ..
wake up boyy , bnyak org nak kauh ..
budd damn youhr attitudee sux to the C O R E [!]
im really disappointed ..
*crying*
mayb thts all i wanna noee youh to noee ....

saw tht post abovee ]:
its been terriblee shiolx [!]
forget the bad things ]:
its over readyy ..
and im thanking god to let me have the strong choices to let youh go ..

maybe till heree ..

✮goodnitee✮
☽sweetdreams☽

♥ ♫ кεcнчкк ♫ Syg Adli <.

♥ 9:06 AM

Helloo [!]
now its 11pm , still otf-ing wif Wankai Bro
aiyoo tambi [!]
mani prob to sttle for youh tawtaw ..
buruk sikuu ehc kauh [!]
bencibencibenci kauh sgt2 [!]

to [ insertname ] ;

heyy its been a yr we been frens and once have a relationship ..
and yes youh changed boii , yes youh [!]
youh gave me a birthday thingy and youh ask me to give back [!]
hmmphh [!]
watevaa uhc boii ..
hypocritee /:
sumpahh damn ai hatee youh [!]
youh treat my fren like tht ..
how daree youh sia ~
duluhh youh use me now HER ..
papehr laahr ..
i fcuking hate youhr attitudee ..
damn muchh [!]
daahr talk bout youh make myblood go ups !
buhbyee [!]
tc uhc boii [!]

damn i no mood alrdy ..
lets changed topic ...

i miss youh laahr Bbhyy [!]
how aree you doin out thr ?
tak msg =.=
sodeyh seyh bbhyy ..
cpat alek tawtaw .... =.=
i miss youh !
takmoh cuci mata ehk ?
heheh i trust youh tawtaw ..

aateeh akuh hrp janji kauh tak brk ehc ..
heheh !

ok laahr my mood so valyy the swing !
heheh !

goodnitee [!]
sweetdreams[!]
takecaree[!]
ily boii !

♥ 7:54 AM

hello [!]
myy readers , passerbyy and mani moree [:
sowiee for not updating thys blog as youh see im quite busy thys days tawtaw
manyy probs to sttle on myy own ]:
hmmph , hey guys and gerls stlle thys thing fast okok ^^
now the time is 8.13am ..
boredom =.=
thts the reason im blogging ..
hungryhungryhungry [!]
huu caree to treat me ?
heheh tak tauu maluu meldaa >.<
]]:
suddenlyy im feeling down ..

to [ tht someone special ]

hyee [!]
if youh wanna brk thys friendship ?
okok i wont force youh to keep it ok ?
i nvr appreciate our friendship ritee ?
i deserve it ok ?
i wont ask youhr forgiveness ..
cos i wont force youh againn ]:
since youh sayy i choosen the wrong guy ?
i dont really get wadd youh mean ok ?
hmmphh ..
tenkiuu for thys moments and years ..
i appreciate alots [:
i wishing youh all the best , hopee youh will find friends tht aree more million tymes more bttr than me ok ..
Last Long With Hym ..
takecaree^^
ily >.<

to the post abovee donn ask me huu ok ..
tht person will noee ok ?
hmmph kayy damn no mood ..
budd i noee its my fault ..
life been terrible for me ..
especially thys month ..
2I bitches , youh noee wadds happening to my whole family ritee ?
sssssshhhhhhhhh tawtaw ~!
tenkiuee youh all !
sayangg krg ~
the problems about meyyh and cranberra thingy ritee ?
not need to be really think bout it ..
budd sapehr2 tibehr2 terinvolved ..
im really sowiee ...
i didnt meant to involved youh guys or gerls /:
okok ^^
*otak shut down*

mayb until heree oniyy larhh ..
byee !
takecaree !

❤ meldaa sayanngg kamuh ❤
❤ 200310 ❤

♥ 5:10 PM